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You're a man called Rebecca?

There is a slight bug in the app. When I browse the "participated" topics, none of them are bold (i.e. unread). Also, is it somehow possible to view notifications (likes, quotes, mentions) in there?

Yeah :tophat:

The pictures were before every topic in "view new topics" section, now they are gone, thank you. Oh, and when I try to view new posts on my mobile, it says

So those are the winners In truth such competitions have never been popular here, people barely vote and participate in them. Is there any point in organizing them? You had 0 serious submissions in the video competition.

Is there some way to remove those nasty topic pictures? I don't like how bloated this forum is becoming.

Shit as in feeling down or wanting to throw up?

You have to unlink them. They will embed as plain text. Sent from my GT-S5660 using Tapatalk 2

That's actually pretty good. I liked the 1st song better. Are you still active? Is the girl singing hot?

Can you be more specific about this cognitive whatever. Like, bring concrete examples what a psychologist would do. What are the steps and bring an example to every step, if you can. I've thought a million times what a psychologist could tell/do to me, and I can't imagine any of it working. Yeah you use those fancy words like cognitive behavioral therapy and evidence based protocols and whatnot, but in essence everything comes down to talking and advising, doesn't it? Which is what they all do I presume. My first encounter with a psychiatrist (not a psychologist, I know, but still) was in February at the army medical evaluation procedure. It was my first contact with one and I sort of was looking forward to it to get an impression what it would be like, since you know, I wouldn't go voluntarily. Anyway, his main advice to me was to start eating in a soup kitchen. Like what the actual fuck? In that instant I decided he was an idiot. He did have some point though - eating in a soup kitchen would save me money, which would allow me to buy more healthy food, which would improve my mood. Then he advised me to move more, go outside more, eat better, find a job. So basically he did fuck all. I know it wasn't his job to start helping me, he only needed to assess whether I had any loose screws or not, but this visit still left a bad taste in my mouth. In a couple of minutes he couldn't even remember who I was anymore. So yes, I would very much be interested in how they work. I don't care about this general bullshit like "they do tests and then assemble a plan according to your needs and bla bla", it says nothing.

@dumps, so how did it go with the tutor?

Are you the worst band ever you posted on Epic Music?

Any songs online which we could listen to?

I happen to have a pair of thongs with the british flag on it. Might just get smashed one day and snap a picture with them on.

Are you in a band or something? What do you play?

@Stingray, is that you?

But I have, search for my posts in this thread (if it's possible). I posted one or two in the "sexiest men" thread also But they were old pictures, I'm much sexier now. Or do you want new ones?

We need pictures of you, not of a bunch of girls

@, your legs are hairy. Just thought I'd let you know.

I don't believe we're actually interested in him. Not needed.

Lmao Just remember to stay calm and kiss some ass, this might get her smiling.

I will message you if I start regretting making those posts, I usually do at some point I somewhy feel guilt talking about myself, as if I'm the important one who everyone needs to pay attention to. It's not like that, I have those surges when I keep blabbing on and on and when I stop and reflect on what I said I start regretting.

I don't think I'll be going in depth with this. All I have to do is accept myself for who I am, knowing that I might be highly sensitive won't make a difference. In fact I know I overthink and sometimes blow things out of proportion. I'm trying to deal with that how dumps described in his next post. Actually it's not exactly "dealing with it", it's just a method to calm myself down. Yes, I sometimes do it. There was a person who reasoned with me and tried to calm me down whenever I was seeing things too negatively (she now ignores me because apparently I influence here in a bad way with my negativity). Thanks to that I sometimes try to calm myself down and think through more positive scenarios like you described. I've gone to one interview which I thought I did fine in, it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. I never got any offer though, but whatever. Then I've been to 2 test days (short interviews with practical work to get a sense of what I'll be doing). First test day went to shit and in second one, which was fairly recently, I kept noticing all the negative things and convinced myself out of it. I rejected their offer. I cannot make friends like that because I do my best to avoid people. I also don't want anyone new, I want my old friend back. I know it's not possible, but this is the situation and it's not gonna change. I guess I'm too stuck in the past. Also, I must remind myself that I'm using a known username here. My family knows I'm a fan of Chelsea and they know what username I usually use, so it's a risk writing all that stuff here. I might ask staff to remove my posts after some time like I did before. I just don't want the risk of being exposed. I do appreciate your answers though, all of you.

If there is no cure then what's the point in knowing if I have it or not? If 20% of people have it then it's pretty normal I'd say, why treat it as a disorder?

Thank you, I'm aware of it. I've analyzed myself for years now, I haven't hidden my "problems" in anonymous surroundings. I am aware of the cycles and shit and I know I'm in one, but being aware of it doesn't help the slightest. I've been trying to make small steps all the time, when I'm in the "better period", but it lasts too short and then I give up. Nothing what I've done has made a big difference, in fact some things have made things worse I think. I don't even know anymore, I'm tired of thinking and analyzing. I think a proper friend would help a lot, just to have someone to fool around with, but I don't want anybody. Anyway, this is all too... I don't know what. I don't know. Let's not talk about me anymore, I just don't know anything.