kwylino 329 Posted June 8, 2011 Author Share Posted June 8, 2011 Good luck with getting past this stalker stress Nicola .Me wise...... hehe Ive got a crush on someone. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ballancee 5 Posted June 8, 2011 Share Posted June 8, 2011 For the moment everything is ok Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corazón De León 58 Posted June 8, 2011 Share Posted June 8, 2011 Very happy!!! My exams are OVER!!!! I hope I get fantastic grades!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
termninja 5,290 Posted June 8, 2011 Share Posted June 8, 2011 Oh boy, almost finished with damn school for this year Some little stuff left to do and I'm carefreeeeee! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BluesChick 1,260 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Sad my sweetie is leaving for Shanghai in the morning and it will be 6 weeks until I see him again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwylino 329 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 When you feel like your brain has truly been fucked and had it. Useless xD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duppy Conqueror 1,537 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 i`ve been pretty good in general the last few weeks but slipping a bit now.haven`t long got off the Grand Princess after a cruise holiday...wish i hid on there and was cruising around with them still..they are in the med at the moment.i had a great time in general but it wasn`t easy at times..i`ve had an extreme mood/mental health disorder for atleast the last 21 years and there`s times when i just can`t face the human race. even if it`s just online..i don`t know if anyone has noticed but some days i`m here a lot,other times i go missing for a few weeks..i used to go out camping in the wilderness for days on end with just me and my old dog back in my younger days,just to escape...these days i`m just trying to hold down my jobs as best i can..part of my disorder effects my basic skills ..for example i love reading with a passion,when i am feeling well i can fly through books, sometimes i have read books of 400plus pages in a single day..just staying in that spot drinking water ,smoking and reading...if i`m going through a bad patch i can`t even read a simple childrens book and in work i have to ask others to read things out to me.i can`t stand being in a silent room on my own,so i play music constantly..to shut out my noisey head.i`ve been on numerous medications but i have to say,for me personally the drug that has helped me most are natural plants ..Cannabis..i`ve been like this for so long i`ve become somewhat an expert on it and have in the past run several support groups for people with the condition,it took it`s strain on me so i`ve had to take a back seat from it as it seems like sometimes too many people relied on me and seemed to forget about the fact that i am in the same boat as them.(i am talking about a couple of hundred people mind) i would like to state now though if anyone on here is enduring this kind of stuff in silence because of whatever reasons..my door is always open to you and i mean everyone of you...don`t want anyone going through the shit i had to without any help...is terryfying at times, especially in the beginning but there are tools out there that can help you to have a reasonable existence and i can maybe help you out with explaining how these certain things work. i hope none of this applies to you and you all live "normal" lives but please feel free to contact me in PM`s if it does and you think you could use my help in anyway. i am possibly what you may class as an old fart at 35 but i`m not a patronizing turd who will just spew some platitudes at you..i fecking hate platitudes myself. p.s anyone reading this and think less of me or that i`m a pussy . i don`t care about what ignorant people have to say so save the skin on your fingers. your precious taxes you pay,i don`t get any of them and pay them myself and am happy to do so so that people less fortunate than myself can survive. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duppy Conqueror 1,537 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Very happy!!! My exams are OVER!!!! I hope I get fantastic grades!!!! yeah,Good luck with them. and remember if they don`t end up being the grades you hoped for. it`s not like the olden days when you were just given one swing of the bat (if you were lucky) you can actually go all Captain caveman and keep on swinging till you hit something these days. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwylino 329 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 i`ve been pretty good in general the last few weeks but slipping a bit now.haven`t long got off the Grand Princess after a cruise holiday...wish i hid on there and was cruising around with them still..they are in the med at the moment.i had a great time in general but it wasn`t easy at times..i`ve had an extreme mood/mental health disorder for atleast the last 21 years and there`s times when i just can`t face the human race. even if it`s just online..i don`t know if anyone has noticed but some days i`m here a lot,other times i go missing for a few weeks..i used to go out camping in the wilderness for days on end with just me and my old dog back in my younger days,just to escape...these days i`m just trying to hold down my jobs as best i can..part of my disorder effects my basic skills ..for example i love reading with a passion,when i am feeling well i can fly through books, sometimes i have read books of 400plus pages in a single day..just staying in that spot drinking water ,smoking and reading...if i`m going through a bad patch i can`t even read a simple childrens book and in work i have to ask others to read things out to me.i can`t stand being in a silent room on my own,so i play music constantly..to shut out my noisey head.i`ve been on numerous medications but i have to say,for me personally the drug that has helped me most are natural plants ..Cannabis..i`ve been like this for so long i`ve become somewhat an expert on it and have in the past run several support groups for people with the condition,it took it`s strain on me so i`ve had to take a back seat from it as it seems like sometimes too many people relied on me and seemed to forget about the fact that i am in the same boat as them.(i am talking about a couple of hundred people mind) i would like to state now though if anyone on here is enduring this kind of stuff in silence because of whatever reasons..my door is always open to you and i mean everyone of you...don`t want anyone going through the shit i had to without any help...is terryfying at times, especially in the beginning but there are tools out there that can help you to have a reasonable existence and i can maybe help you out with explaining how these certain things work. i hope none of this applies to you and you all live "normal" lives but please feel free to contact me in PM`s if it does and you think you could use my help in anyway. i am possibly what you may class as an old fart at 35 but i`m not a patronizing turd who will just spew some platitudes at you..i fecking hate platitudes myself. p.s anyone reading this and think less of me or that i`m a pussy . i don`t care about what ignorant people have to say so save the skin on your fingers. your precious taxes you pay,i don`t get any of them and pay them myself and am happy to do so so that people less fortunate than myself can survive.+1As a person that has (at times) and had problems with anxiety/paranoid stuff one of the best things to have is someone there for ya and being the steel to keep some on the tracks. i commend you for offering your help. . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wilson 358 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 Hungover Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwylino 329 Posted June 11, 2011 Author Share Posted June 11, 2011 Hungover Take it like man! Rawr xDMe wise. Sigh Anxious Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
termninja 5,290 Posted June 11, 2011 Share Posted June 11, 2011 1 more week, and I'm on holiday until 1st of September!You'll see plenty of me on summer Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.F. 1,484 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 school is over, so i'll be very little time on this forum. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duppy Conqueror 1,537 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 +1As a person that has (at times) and had problems with anxiety/paranoid stuff one of the best things to have is someone there for ya and being the steel to keep some on the tracks. i commend you for offering your help. .thanks for that..i held off getting help till i was 27 and when i found it..although it helped to a degree..i became acutely aware that by delaying it for so long,it stunted the effect of the work they were doing on me. so if i can help in some small way to avoid other young peeps doing that then i`ll be happy. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chrismada9 1,948 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 I'm still buzzing after getting my BSC Honours degree in Computer Studies :blue scalf: But I'm missing my Linda right now! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Duppy Conqueror 1,537 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 well done mate. is a great feeling when we get rewarded for our hard work.sorry you missing Linda..is she your lady? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chrismada9 1,948 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 sorry you missing Linda..is she your lady?you could say that! She's from Sweden too... she's so lovely! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianfranco_Z 202 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 had an all day hangover... I love it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LDN Blue 7,903 Posted June 12, 2011 Share Posted June 12, 2011 Shocked, angry & upset.Yesterday one of my friends, committed suicide. No-one knows why or what caused it, he didn't have any exam pressure and was one of those types who always smiled and you could share a joke with. No-one disliked him or had any bad word to say about him because the type of person that he was didn't warrant it. We all miss him so much. I just saw him on Thursday, we played football. On Friday he did it. His family is shattered and I would not wish what they're going through on anyone. My big regret is not talking to the guy enough. A big hearted person who will truly be missed. The world has lost a humble, honest, intelligent and positive person. He was only 18 and it's such a shame his life's gone. Through our memories, he lives in spirit. I love you brother. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kwylino 329 Posted June 12, 2011 Author Share Posted June 12, 2011 Shocked, angry & upset.Yesterday one of my friends, committed suicide. No-one knows why or what caused it, he didn't have any exam pressure and was one of those types who always smiled and you could share a joke with. No-one disliked him or had any bad word to say about him because the type of person that he was didn't warrant it. We all miss him so much. I just saw him on Thursday, we played football. On Friday he did it. His family is shattered and I would not wish what they're going through on anyone. My big regret is not talking to the guy enough. A big hearted person who will truly be missed. The world has lost a humble, honest, intelligent and positive person. He was only 18 and it's such a shame his life's gone. Through our memories, he lives in spirit. I love you brother.Utter shame bud. Our thoughts and prayers are with his family Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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