Oh Steve my man, I feel your pain. Depression is such a bitch, I can tell it from personal experience...I'm still suffering from it sometimes, but my friends, family and my love from Chelsea keep me going. It is so random sometimes...there are days when I feel incredible. I make people laugh all around me and I really enjoy the life, but there are days....very ugly days when I'm just plain nervous and everything seems...pointless. Everything is annoying or boring and it pisses me of that it's so hard to shake of. It's like I have 2 personalities and a coin is thrown which one will it be used for the day when I get up in the morning... To be honest, I was thinking of writing a pretty much similar thread to this, but due to my recent injury I gave up because it is a bit pain in the ass for me to write now. I hope you'll never have to deal with it, and thank you for sharing something as deep as that with us