I understand that during your time, but personally if that was a few years ago when I was growing up, I would be following you like a doggy trying to learn from your moves. Mixed race people are now considered to be the most beautiful people, even more so than white people (who I think the media have put out of proportion, to the point where people start bleaching their skin etc). Lesbians on the other hand are some of the coolest people I've met. I don't know what it is, but it's like they don't care about the shit that straight girls think about (gossip, Bieber and the kardashians) which makes them more relatable to guys.
My message to you is, you went through that but just know its not perfect now but slowly getting better for the next generations ❤️